HI

fake_a_wish @ 2008-03-06T14:28:00

2008-03-06T20:28:56Z

Wow I forgot all about this!

fake_a_wish @ 2007-03-28T17:37:00

2007-03-28T22:39:59Z

11 Reasons Why Gay Marriage Will “Ruin�? the World

1. Homosexuality is not natural. Much like eyeglasses, polyester, and birth control are not natural.
2. Heterosexual marriages are valid because they produce children. Infertile couples, and old people cannot get legally married because the world needs more children.
3. Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, because straight parents only raise straight children.
4. Heterosexual marriage has been around for a long time and it hasn't changed at all. Women are property, blacks can't marry whites, and divorce is illegal.
5. Gay marriage should be decided by the people, not the courts. Because the majority of elected legislatures, not courts, have historically protected the rights of minorities.
6. Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of the official state religion are always imposed on the entire country.
7. Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay. In the same way that hanging around tall people make you tall.
8. Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior--people may even wish to marry their pets. Because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage license.
9. Children can never succeed without both male and female role models at home. That’s why single parents are forbidden to raise children.
10. Gay marriage will change the foundation of society. Heterosexual marriage has been around for a long time and we could never adapt to new social norms. Because we haven't adapted to cars, or longer life spans.
11. Civil unions providing most of the same benefits as marriage with a different name are better. A "separate but equal" institution is always constitutional. Separate schools for blacks worked just as well as separate marriages will for gays.

fake_a_wish @ 2007-03-20T12:00:00

2007-03-20T17:04:14Z

i just want to give up.

i feel like im the only one trying.

i feel so ..... empty

fake_a_wish @ 2007-02-19T21:13:00

2007-02-20T03:13:39Z

I decided that even though i try to be a really good girlfriend I am pretty bad at it. like ill try to be cute and cuddle and i end up like pinching his muscle or kneeing him in the balls.

and then i'll try to awesome and be awesome and i end up sounded like a retard. anyway. look at the sentence i just wrote. i am stupid.

bah!

fake_a_wish @ 2007-02-18T17:59:00

2007-02-18T23:59:56Z

i decided i need LJ back in my life. mostly to allude. alluuudee

oh oh oh

2006-11-30T00:12:39Z

jamie and i have been dating for 6 months today! yay!

fake_a_wish @ 2006-11-26T17:46:00

2006-11-26T23:46:52Z

Jamie and I made sugar cookies!

My dad gave me 500 to spend on michigan avenue!

yay!

today was

2006-10-12T22:30:22Z

Today was just what i needed. LOVE YOU KAL EL.

we decided to get piercings randomly...pretty awesome. the guy at the alley is sooo knowledgable but the cashier smelled really bad.

I got the industrial piercing and KL got one that i dont know the name for. I want MORE.

and I saw jamie at olgilvie b/c his art class had a field trip and soooooo

i love him. we hugged and kissed :D.

kay el said it was gross but it wasn't!!!!!!

and my cousin had a baby.

today is a good day!

fake_a_wish @ 2006-04-26T13:19:00

2006-04-26T18:19:24Z

stephanie dunlap is such a bitch

fake_a_wish @ 2006-02-10T08:41:00

2006-02-11T14:36:54Z

i'm paranoid.

it's weird to feel safe/happy.

i feel like i'm not allowed.

fake_a_wish @ 2006-02-07T20:34:00

2006-02-09T02:28:37Z

I decided group psychotherapy can suck it.

and family pyschotherapy can suck it.

fake_a_wish @ 2006-02-04T12:15:00

2006-02-05T18:11:52Z

its been quite an eventful time for me.

i LIKE cake. i LOVE strawberries.
i LIKE hanging out. i LOVE coffee at ihop.

thats it

fake_a_wish @ 2006-01-29T20:29:00

2006-01-30T02:24:39Z

Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end--
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.

fake_a_wish @ 2006-01-22T19:58:00

2006-01-23T01:53:20Z

Motherfucking cocksucker motherfucking shit fucker what am I doing? What am I doing? I don't know what I'm doing. I'm doing the best that I can. I know that's all I can ask of myself. Is that good enough? Is my work doing any good? Is anybody paying attention? Is it hopeless to try and change things? The African guy is a sign, right? Because if he isn't, than nothing in this world makes any sense to me. I'm fucked! Maybe I should quit. Don't quit! Maybe I should just fucking quit. Don't fucking quit! I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to fucking do anymore! Fucker! Fuck shit!

I am happy.

fake_a_wish @ 2006-01-20T18:18:00

2006-01-21T00:13:29Z

I have a jealousy issue.

fake_a_wish @ 2006-01-15T13:04:00

2006-01-15T18:59:45Z

But me I'm not a gamble you can count on me to split
the love I sell you in the evening by the morning won't exist

Its not something I would recommend, but it is one way to live
Cause what is simple in the moonlight by the morning never is

Some Insight

2006-01-12T23:15:50Z

It was in the March of the winter I turned 17
And I bought those pills I thought I would need
And I wrote a letter to my family
Said "It's not your fault you've been good to me.
Just lately I've been feeling like I dont belong
Like the ground's not mine to walk upon
And I've heard that music echo through the halls
where my grandmother drank by herself
and I sat watching a flower as it was withering
I was embarrassed by its honesty.
I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face
not this fucking wreck that has taken its place
So please forgive what I have done
No you can't stay mad at the setting sun
Cause we all get tired, I mean, eventually
There is nothing left to do but sleep.

The spring came bearing sunlight
Those persuasive rays
So I gave myself a few more days
My salvation it came quite suddenly
When Justin spoke very plainly
He said, "Now, of course it's your decision
but just so you know
if you decided to leave
soon I will follow."

I wrote this for a baby who has yet to be born
My brothers first child
I hope that wombs not too warm
Cause its cold out here
And it will be quite a shock
To breathe this air to discover loss
So I'd like to make some changes before you arrive
So when your new eyes meet mine they will see no lies
Just love, just love

I will be pure
No, no, I will be pure

like snow, like gold
like snow, like gold

-No lies, just love
Bright Eyes

fake_a_wish @ 2006-01-12T11:07:00

2006-01-12T17:02:36Z

i am sick and tired of missing monika to death.

sick and tired.

fake_a_wish @ 2006-01-10T20:42:00

2006-01-11T02:37:07Z

hey i was in the hospital for the whole weekend.

now im home.

so thanks to everyone who gave me shit while i was there it made me cry and happy!!!!

fake_a_wish @ 2006-01-06T10:34:00

2006-01-06T16:34:20Z

Dear Diary,

Right now I am in the computer lab with chris ricerx. yesterday i had a mental breakdown because i really want to live in the way of the plains indians and i realize that cannot happen. ever. needless to say i went wild. Because I really hate the way people live and the fact that I cannot tear myself away from it. So basically I'm stuck. Fuck!!!!

Chris says "Thats shitty and wheres my castlevania game"

To that I say, I know its shitty, it was sad. I realized I can probably never be happy with the life I will leave unless I pull a Chris McCandless and move to Alaska and denounce my family. And your castlevania game is somewhere in my storage closet. I'll ask my brother about it soon.

Chris says "You should probably just buy oregon trail. that way you can always live in the way of the plains"

To that I say, chris you completely missed my point. I said NATIVE AMERICANS (actually i said indian but fuck) and they had to work to survive while respecting nature. I want to live because I earn it day to day instead of mooching off my parents. I want to have to beat off the goddman predators that want to eat my flesh and make fire and work to be alive. Otherwise I feel as if I do not deserve to be living/ everyone sucks.

Chris says "cool..."

To that I say, fuck you chris ricerx. fuck you.

HAHA BYE

fake_a_wish @ 2006-01-02T01:28:00

2006-01-02T07:23:38Z

fuck it

fuck fuck fuckkckkkff

fake_a_wish @ 2005-12-29T02:24:00

2005-12-29T07:24:51Z

we worked this out.

fake_a_wish @ 2005-12-04T19:12:00

2005-12-05T01:10:58Z

i worked for a long time today.

matt and ernie were being so mean to me.

i cut and dyed my hair.

i like it.

thats about it.

fake_a_wish @ 2005-11-28T10:07:00

2005-11-28T16:07:50Z

I went to las vegas over the weekend.

I dont like that boy anymore haha joy.

apparently mr miyagi died on thanksgiving day in las vegas.

i didnt kill him i swear.

i am so fucking pissed off at chris rice because he knew something terrible and he found out yesterday and he didnt tell me until today.

this is not directed at chris: fuck you I hope when you are getting blown by a gypsy you will slit her throat and cut off your own dick.

and then when you are buried i hope the prisoners who hate you will shove your dismembered diseased cock in your throat.